Ali Fedotowsky-Manno 'Upset' at Herself for Not Hiring a Nanny Sooner: I'm a 'Better Mommy Now'

Ali Fedotowsky-Mannohas a message for her fellow moms: It’s okay to ask for help.

In a Friday Instagram post,The Bachelorettealum revealed that her recent decision to hire a nanny to help out with her 2-year-old daughter Molly Sullivan “has seriously changed [her] life.”

“Yesterday I was actually able to put on make up, get dressed in a cute outfit, and run errands that I had put on hold for months,” wrote the mother of two, whowelcomed her second child, sonRiley Doran, on May 24.

“I think for a while I was too embarrassed to get someone to help me because I was worried about being judged for notbeing able to do it all myself,” admits Fedotowsky-Manno. “And ya know what, I’m kind of upset with myself for waiting as long as I did because not only am I a better mommy now but I feel like I have some of my sanity back.”

Earlier this week, Fedotowsky-Manno lamented toEntertainment Tonightabout being a new parent of two, “Life is really hard right now,” adding that if she’d known “how much harder two was … maybe I would have waited a little longer.”

“My husband and Ihave not slept in the same bedin two months,” she told the outlet. “He does a morning radio show, so he works really early and I need him to get good sleep. Even on weekends, when he’s not doing his show, I need him to get good sleep so he can wake up with Molly, so I can get a few extra hours of sleep.”

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“If you swipe to see the second photo in this post, you seethat my body has changed,” she wrote. “My skin around my stomach is very loose and stretched out, I’m 15lbs heavier than I used to be, and my cup size has grown quite significantly.”

She also used her Instagram Story to share photos and video of her “extra fat” and the “loose” skin around her belly, admitting shewas “so nervous” to do soand writing, “This is what my body really looks like and I am okay with that. I LOVE my body!”

source: people.com