Amber Heard Says She 'Felt So Lonely' After Alleged Johnny Depp Sexual Assault: 'No One Knew'

The 36-year-oldAquamanactress went under oath on Wednesday in the Fairfax, Virginia, courtroom, telling the jurors about the ups and downs of her relationship with Depp, 58, whom she met while making the 2011 movieThe Rum Diary. For more on the Johnny Depp-Amber Heard trial, listen below to our daily podcast PEOPLE Every Day. Heard said she became confused when Depp kept asking where she was “hiding” something. He started “patting me down,” said Heard, who alleged that Depp then ripped off her dress and her underwear.

Amber Heard Says She 'Fought Really Hard' to Remain in 'Aquaman 2' amid Johnny Depp Controversy

Amber Heardclaims her part in theAquamansequel was reduced as a result of fallout from ex-husbandJohnny Depp’s claims that her allegations of domestic violence were a “hoax.” Heard — who is countersuing Depp for $100 million for defamation — testified that her role as Mera inAquaman and the Lost Kingdom, the female lead opposite Jason Momoa’s title character, was drastically reduced because of bad press aimed at her. (Heard hasalready filmed the movieand it is set to hit theaters March 2023.

Amber Heard Says She 'Freaked Out' Over Johnny Depp Meeting with an Ex After Their Wedding Day

Amber Heardclaimed in court this week that ex-husbandJohnny Deppcheated on her shortly after their February 2015 wedding. During her testimony Thursday, theAquamanactress, 36, alleged that Depp, 58, was having an affair with a former partner early on in their brief marriage. Heard said not long after the May 2015 Australia trip — where thetwo had an intense fight, though theirversions of events differ— she discovered Depp’s iPad unlocked while he was “passed out” and found messages with a woman, whom she didn’t name.

Amber Heard Says She 'Made a Lot of Mistakes' with Johnny Depp, 'But I've Always Told the Truth'

Amber Heardis continuing to share her side of the story. In a sit-down interview withSavannah Guthrieairing through this week onToday, Heard, 36, said she has “so much regret” for what transpired during her past relationship with ex-husbandJohnny Depp, following the verdict in their defamation trial. “I did do and say horrible, regrettable things throughout my relationship. I behaved in horrible, almost unrecognizable to myself ways,“she said in a segmentof the interview that aired Tuesday.

Amber Heard Says She 'Still Has Love' for Johnny Depp After Trial: 'No Ill Will for Him at All'

Amber Heardis moving forward with positivity. In the latest segment of her exclusive conversation withSavannah Guthriefor NBC News — in the wake of the verdict from her defamation trial withJohnny Depp— Heard, 36, said she harbors “no ill will” toward her ex-husband “at all.” “I love him,” said the actress in part two of her interview with Guthrie, which aired onTodayWednesday. “I loved him with all my heart, and I tried the best I could to make a deeply broken relationship work and I couldn’t.